Curiouser & Curiouser

Have you ever taken a step back and looked at why you are the way you are? Have you ever wondered what it was that made you Dominant or submissive? i’ve always wondered about that. Is there something in every person’s childhood that guides them to one role or another?

i have tried to think back in my life and find that one defining moment that led me to the submissive side. i couldn’t find it though that doesn’t necessarily mean anything. i suppose it could have happened during the time when you are too small to have memories from.

i guess i just would love to know what led me to wanting to be controlled. That’s just normal, is it? Okay, so it’s my normal but not your “standard” normal. Who wants to just give over complete control of their life to someone else? A better question would be what makes you trust another person with your life?

i know, i’m full of questions and no answers. i am not sure what made me think about this stuff today. i guess it’s a curious day.