This journal entry is an apology to my Master. i want to let him know how sorry i am that i had an attitude in front of someone else. While it wasn’t my attention to have an attitude, that is the way it came across.
i’m not going to try and justify my actions are anything else. i know that i sometimes need to check my emotions “at the door” so to speak. i just want my Master to know that i am really sorry and i will try very hard to correct that part of myself.
i hate it when i disappoint or anger my Master. He is a very understanding and patient man, but i sometimes seem to test his patience. i’m guessing that the chances of my being perfect are fairly slim. So that will keep my Master busy for the life of our relationship.
i know that my other sisters in the lifestyle also fall short of perfection, though i know we all try. i’m equally sure they feel just as bad when they make mistakes as well. None of us is perfect though we keep trying to be.
i did make some strides in that i didn’t beat myself up all afternoon and evening. That’s an improvement…for me. Anyway Master, i just want to say that i am sorry and i thank you for being the wonderful Master that you are. You make me a better person and a better slave. i love you very much.
i’m not going to try and justify my actions are anything else. i know that i sometimes need to check my emotions “at the door” so to speak. i just want my Master to know that i am really sorry and i will try very hard to correct that part of myself.
i hate it when i disappoint or anger my Master. He is a very understanding and patient man, but i sometimes seem to test his patience. i’m guessing that the chances of my being perfect are fairly slim. So that will keep my Master busy for the life of our relationship.
i know that my other sisters in the lifestyle also fall short of perfection, though i know we all try. i’m equally sure they feel just as bad when they make mistakes as well. None of us is perfect though we keep trying to be.
i did make some strides in that i didn’t beat myself up all afternoon and evening. That’s an improvement…for me. Anyway Master, i just want to say that i am sorry and i thank you for being the wonderful Master that you are. You make me a better person and a better slave. i love you very much.
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