Missing in Action....1 Cellphone

So, it’s been over 24 hours without my cell phone. i hadn’t really missed it until tonight. As it sits in Master’s office, on his desk, i can hear it keep ringing. i have a specific ringtone that i use for my girls. i hear it ring, with their ringtone 3 times in just a few minutes. Because it’s late where they are, i started wondering if something was wrong. i don’t even know if they left a message or not. i just know that i’ve spend the last hour trying to convince myself that everything is okay with them.

i understand why Master took my phone, it’s just hard to deal with right now. i wanted so much to run in there and answer the phone, but of course, i didn’t. i’m pretty sure there is nothing wrong, but there is always that slim chance that there could be.

Even if there was something wrong, there is not much i could do about it now and from here. Knowing that, doesn’t make me feel any better. i think it’s more the “not knowing” that is making me crazy. i remember reading my friend’s blog about “curiosity killing the cat” and i can definitely see where she was coming from.

i won’t ask Master for my phone. He said he’d give it back when he was ready and i will just have to wait for that time. Unless it drives me crazier than i can handle.