i’ve had 2 nights now of very little sleep. It seems to be catching up with me today. i have felt like i was trying to walk in quicksand. i’m just feeling very run down and tired. i’m sure a lot of it has to do with the things going on with Taylor right now.
Not only do we have the upcoming surgery, she seems to be acting a little off lately. Almost like her brain isn’t working right. The sad thing is that could very well be what is happening. i just don’t think that Master and i are ready for that at this time. Of course, i’m not sure when a good time would be; i just know it’s not now.
i wouldn’t even begin to know how to put what is happening with her into words. She is just acting different. Anyway, i guess it’s just something to keep an eye on right now. It’s not like there is really anything we can do about it.
Not only do we have the upcoming surgery, she seems to be acting a little off lately. Almost like her brain isn’t working right. The sad thing is that could very well be what is happening. i just don’t think that Master and i are ready for that at this time. Of course, i’m not sure when a good time would be; i just know it’s not now.
i wouldn’t even begin to know how to put what is happening with her into words. She is just acting different. Anyway, i guess it’s just something to keep an eye on right now. It’s not like there is really anything we can do about it.
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Yes, I agree, something is changing, and as we know, as her seizures continue, we know she will change, and not for the better.
I am as anxious and nervous about the surgery as you are, maybe even more. With her low resistance to everythign and lack of ability to fight things off, it is a risk, but I know we are doing the right thing.
All we can do is make her as comfortable as we can, and just enjoy every day that God allows us to have her here.
I know what you are talking about being tired, me too. Let's go to bed!
Master
(and Taylor's Daddy!)
Y/you're all in Sir Geoffrey's and my prayers. May your Master and you coninually lift "each other" up moment by moment of each new day.
"The LORD bless you
and keep you; the LORD make his face shine upon you and be gracious to you; the LORD turn his face toward you
and give you peace."
Numbers 6:24-26 (NIV)
BIG HUGS,
kathleen {SG}
Proud to be called doulos to
Jesus Christ and Sir Geoffrey
Insomnia seems to be hitting all parts of the country this week. For this in itself will pass.
And though i do not have the opportunity to know Taylor, i know a mother's love and acceptance. Mother's just know when something isn't right; even when everyone else thinks we are just bananas and sleep deprived.
There is no reason to attempt an explanation of why you think she is acting funny/different. you are her mom and that is all i personally need to know. And if/when the time comes, you will survive it in your own time and manner. Crueldarkknight will be there for you and you shall be for Him. And those that care will be there for both of you.
Remember, i am here when you need.
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