Nightmare

Last night i couldn't sleep. i kept having horrible dreams. i would wake up and then have the same dream every time i fell back asleep. i dreamt i was on a big boat with Master and other people. The seas were kind of like the "Deadliest Catch" Bering Sea type water. So yeah, not real fun.

Anyway, in the dream, i fell overboard and i kept screaming for someone to help me but no one would. I was begging Master to throw me a lifeline and he would just sit and look at me and not say anything nor would he help. He never moved. He just watched me scream and get carried farther and farther away from the boat.

i think that was one of the worst dreams i've ever had. i think it rates right up there with the dream i had of Taylor dying one night. That one wasn't fun either.

This morning i told Master about my dream when he asked me why i couldn't sleep. He promised me that if we were ever in that position, he would through me a life preserver. i'm really glad he said that.