It's been a very stressful couple of days. Sometimes you just feel like things are spiraling out of control and you don't know how to stop it. Do you ever have days when you just feel like "what happened to my good parts"?
i don't mean that in the pity party kind of way. Just days where you feel like there is no right place to step? i have just been feeling very overwhelmed lately. What's that saying…"the road to hell is paved with good intentions"? Yeah, that sums up my feelings pretty well.
Tonight has been better. Taylor is spending the night with B and i worked on my Victorian house for the train layout while Master was in the garage, working on his train. That definitely was a bit of stress relief.
i just want things back to normal. i know i am not the only one. Taylor has to have unexpected surgery as soon as they can work her in, so i'm guessing this coming week or the next. i'm just not sure i'm ready for it anymore. i don't know if i can find my usual strength when dealing with Taylor's medical issues. i'm struggling right now.
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My opinion on everything is...i really think you need a chance to scream. Scream away all the frustration, fear, insecurity, sadness, anger....but thats just me.
Maybe you need to sit down with your Master and see if He will just let you vent it all out in the open and then get His input.
Again, i over use this; but...I get it!
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