i think my journal entries are getting later because i just feel like i don't have anything interesting to say right now. While i am still a slave to my Master, the "physical play" isn't a part of the relationship right now.
My Master has decided that it's just not safe to play because of my iron deficiency anemia. Of course that makes total sense but it doesn't mean that i like it. We don't know the repercussions that the intense play that Master and i do would have on my body right now. They still haven't figured out the cause and so there could still be an internal bleeding issue so it just makes sense to not do impact activity on my body.
So, while i do understand Master's thinking and i do know he is right and being smart, the petulant child in me wants what i want, when i want it. Yes, i realize that that side of me is in direct conflict with my slave side. i guess that just makes one of those complex human creatures. *smiles*
2 comments:
Well said :)
And you are a complex creature, I will agreee with that.
But that is one of the reasons I love you. Simple is so boring. At least that is what you always tell me.
I am very proud of you for going on your own, without me sending you to get a breathing treatment before it got out of control. Very good girl!
I love you,
Master
Play while not everything in lifestyle, is very important. Play is one of those ways that as a slave we get to have what we want.
But health has to come first, cant play with the toy if youve already broken it.
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