Emotional Stuff

Today, i had a doctor's appointment. My primary care physician has referred me to a gastroenterologist because of my ferritin (iron) level. The normal level for a woman is between 18 & 44. Mine is 2.3 which the doctor said is virtually non-existent.

So, Thursday i get to go into outpatient surgery for a colonoscopy and an endoscopy at the same time. Aren't i going to have fun? Apparently this is a serious issue. Of course, my first inclination is to blow it off and think the doctor is overreacting just a wee bit. However i know for a fact that my Master will make me take this seriously.

i guess the one good thing is that i will be sedated during the procedures and B will be here to help Master with the business. Those are good points. On the good news front, B was approved for her new apartment. She will be moving in on June 1^st. She really loves it and it's very close by so they can just walk over here.

Of course the asshole husband is making things as difficult as possible…being nasty to her one minute and saying how much he loves her with the next breath. i swore i wasn't going to hate him, but i'm finding it really hard to keep that vow. i'm just tired of seeing her shed one single tear for him…especially when he is being manipulative.