i had a good talk with Master today. There have been some things that i’ve been working through and i thought it was time that i talk to him about how i was feeling and how i had resolved things.
It’s amazing how much easier it’s gotten to talk to my Master about my feelings. i can remember how i used to be, when i first got here. Actually, it’s how i had been all my life. i had never felt comfortable talking about how i felt. It was always my way to just stuff everything down and not talk about it. It always seemed to me that when i tried to talk about my feelings, the other person would always turn things around and i would end up feeling like i had done something wrong. So it was just best to keep quiet.
Now, while i still struggle sometimes with talking about my feelings, i will eventually get them out in the open. It’s amazing what spending 2 years with the right Master/Person can do. my Master is an awesome man and he has helped me grow in these 2 years more than i could ever have imagined. i’ve become a better person as well as a better slave. Sometimes i still amaze myself when i open up and talk about my feelings. It is just not something that i ever thought i would be able to do.
It would seem that Oregon agrees with me. *smiles*
It’s amazing how much easier it’s gotten to talk to my Master about my feelings. i can remember how i used to be, when i first got here. Actually, it’s how i had been all my life. i had never felt comfortable talking about how i felt. It was always my way to just stuff everything down and not talk about it. It always seemed to me that when i tried to talk about my feelings, the other person would always turn things around and i would end up feeling like i had done something wrong. So it was just best to keep quiet.
Now, while i still struggle sometimes with talking about my feelings, i will eventually get them out in the open. It’s amazing what spending 2 years with the right Master/Person can do. my Master is an awesome man and he has helped me grow in these 2 years more than i could ever have imagined. i’ve become a better person as well as a better slave. Sometimes i still amaze myself when i open up and talk about my feelings. It is just not something that i ever thought i would be able to do.
It would seem that Oregon agrees with me. *smiles*
2 comments:
It has been a busy month and a half, and you still are able to work through things, even during times of stress.
That my slave is impressive, and pleases me greatly. I am so happy to see you becoming the true slave you were meant to be.
I had a great time with you and the Princess yesterday at the fair!
Master
i'm really happy for you that you can work through all these feelings; now you know you can do it safely with your Master. Trust and feeling safe is a big part of being able to share the deepest; darkest places; feelings within us.
hugs,
kathleen {SG}
Proud to be called doulos to
Jesus Christ and Sir Geoffrey
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