i’m feeling much better emotionally this evening. i sort of talked things over with my Master but didn’t go into a lot of detail. He has enough on his mind and plate right now instead of having to deal with an over-emotional slave.
i think part of the problem was that it’s been exactly one year since i’ve seen my girls and grandkids and i’m just missing them terribly. i would love to be able to jump on an airplane and go for a short visit, but that isn’t feasible right now. With Court and her husband buying a brand new house, they can’t come for a visit and B and her husband are like most young couples…living paycheck to paycheck.
That would be my ideal right now…to have B and her kids come see how beautiful it is where i live and to show Gavin the Pacific Ocean and all the mountains. He would have a blast.
Then there are just days when no matter what i say or how i word it, i seem to be misunderstood. i think those are the days when i end up feeling like a complete failure at just about anything i do. i’m sure we all have days like that, i have just had a few of them here in a row the last few days. i am feeling better now, so i guess i’m do for some good days now.
i think part of the problem was that it’s been exactly one year since i’ve seen my girls and grandkids and i’m just missing them terribly. i would love to be able to jump on an airplane and go for a short visit, but that isn’t feasible right now. With Court and her husband buying a brand new house, they can’t come for a visit and B and her husband are like most young couples…living paycheck to paycheck.
That would be my ideal right now…to have B and her kids come see how beautiful it is where i live and to show Gavin the Pacific Ocean and all the mountains. He would have a blast.
Then there are just days when no matter what i say or how i word it, i seem to be misunderstood. i think those are the days when i end up feeling like a complete failure at just about anything i do. i’m sure we all have days like that, i have just had a few of them here in a row the last few days. i am feeling better now, so i guess i’m do for some good days now.
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I love you.
Master
Things always seem darkest before the dawn-yet you know this already. Now that you have had a short stint w/illness and sadness, Monday is a new day! And your precious Princess has made it another year and the next one is dawning...may it be a Manic Monday just to keep you busy.
i like that whole "Manic Monday" thing..it sounds like you have a very wise sister in master's anguissette; you're fortunate to have her in your corner..**smiles**
hugs and more hugs,
kathleen {SG}
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